You never know what you have got till it's gone

Life's full of surprises. Just like I never expect him to come back crawling. Not literally crawling but more of the subtle kind of crawling. Another messed up confused little boy. No matter how old they are, they never seem to grow up. Nor will they figure what they want with their life.

6 weeks ago he was utterly convinced that it was the best decision he has ever made which will be the best for the both of us.

6 weeks later he grew to become this messed-up, confused little boy who still has yet to figure out what he wants.

And now he's shooting himself in the feet, crawling back. No more pride and ego left. All that is left is this little boy who wants the affection and attention back.

You never know what you have got till it's gone. How true that is.