Sorry folks! that's if you are waiting impatiently for me toupdate my blog! :P havent been updating lately..as usual :P
Life has became more monotonous lately..ever since i started on my logistics analyst job at Motorola. Motorola is really HUGE...i mean humonguously HUGE! mind u! there's 3 buildings (actually 2.5 la..coz the 3th one's shared by other companies :P) and so u can imagine the total strength of the whole company... and i must say Motorola pays really well... not to forget the benefits...if not, there wouldn't be that many pple who quited their prev jobs to join the company...
So..as for my job...one very apt word to describe it for now..and maybe for future :P .... BORING..a job that doesn't really needs the brains...just very admin duties and minimal..or in fact bleak prospects :P maybe im really not into transportation..it's just so boring to imagine ur whole life u have to analyse the shipment of goods..groans...and as usual, im such a small fry in the department that most pple dun even know my name :P in fact, im so used to sitting at my desk for one full day without talking to anyone or having anyone to disturb me..wat a sad life...sobz...
now that im stuck with this prospectless jobs with a 6.5mths contract, often have i stopped to question myself, what is it that i truly want? up till now, the answer is still fuzzy to me..and im rather afraid that i wouldnt know the answer to the question till when im in my 30s..that would be the saddest thing...naturally, as a fresh graduate, you would want a job that promises exciting challenges..but i often pause and think, do i really have what it takes to accomplishes all the tasks and challenges? as a naturally introverted person, it takes me a lot of courage and determination to move out of my comfort zone to embrace the unknown and to talk to strangers...but it saddens me to have to accept the fact that im only a contract staff and small fry without much life experience while i see my other friends taking up far more exciting jobs as compared to mine -____________-
i have to apologize for being so pessimistic in this posting again..it's just so innate in me! i still very much believe that optimism and pessimism are very much innate and it'll be arduous and near impossible to turn a pessimist into a truly happy optimistic person..and monotonous life only makes it more difficult to break out of the pessimism :P I NEED A LIFE!!! (and only fridays bring hope..sigh..i live for fridays only :P)
Life has became more monotonous lately..ever since i started on my logistics analyst job at Motorola. Motorola is really HUGE...i mean humonguously HUGE! mind u! there's 3 buildings (actually 2.5 la..coz the 3th one's shared by other companies :P) and so u can imagine the total strength of the whole company... and i must say Motorola pays really well... not to forget the benefits...if not, there wouldn't be that many pple who quited their prev jobs to join the company...
So..as for my job...one very apt word to describe it for now..and maybe for future :P .... BORING..a job that doesn't really needs the brains...just very admin duties and minimal..or in fact bleak prospects :P maybe im really not into transportation..it's just so boring to imagine ur whole life u have to analyse the shipment of goods..groans...and as usual, im such a small fry in the department that most pple dun even know my name :P in fact, im so used to sitting at my desk for one full day without talking to anyone or having anyone to disturb me..wat a sad life...sobz...
now that im stuck with this prospectless jobs with a 6.5mths contract, often have i stopped to question myself, what is it that i truly want? up till now, the answer is still fuzzy to me..and im rather afraid that i wouldnt know the answer to the question till when im in my 30s..that would be the saddest thing...naturally, as a fresh graduate, you would want a job that promises exciting challenges..but i often pause and think, do i really have what it takes to accomplishes all the tasks and challenges? as a naturally introverted person, it takes me a lot of courage and determination to move out of my comfort zone to embrace the unknown and to talk to strangers...but it saddens me to have to accept the fact that im only a contract staff and small fry without much life experience while i see my other friends taking up far more exciting jobs as compared to mine -____________-
i have to apologize for being so pessimistic in this posting again..it's just so innate in me! i still very much believe that optimism and pessimism are very much innate and it'll be arduous and near impossible to turn a pessimist into a truly happy optimistic person..and monotonous life only makes it more difficult to break out of the pessimism :P I NEED A LIFE!!! (and only fridays bring hope..sigh..i live for fridays only :P)
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