According to my beloved, dramas are not made from nothing. Well said, I say. For i never expect to live real life like reel life. Everything still seems so bizzare yet so real. Everything flashed past and zoomed off before i could grasp hold of its shadow. I have yet have a full glimpse and not to say full understanding of the whole affair and yet i have to bid farewell to it. Maybe it has already been lingering for too long. The roots of the whole issue never got chopped off completely. So when the reoccurance happened again, it seemed so bizzare and i was again very much handicapped and helpless once and again.

Maybe part of me wasnt hoping the ending to turn out to be the way it did but part of me really wish for the closure to happen so as to move on in life. Never in my life did i wish to do any harm to anyone but nonetheless ignorance is really bliss. It will be selfish for me to say but there are really some things that you don't wish to know coz the truth hurts.

2 weeks have almost passed but here i am, still struggling to leave it and let it be. The struggle between the heart and the mind is a painful fight but of course time will heal all wounds and the world still continue revolving. No one in this world cant live without someone. No one is indispensable. Move on and live on. Indulge in those great memories once a while but not live on them.

好好的过日子 认真的生活!