EMPTY. tt's the word to describle wat im feeling now.

Empty inside. Nothing at all. (or izzit hunger? :P)

Lost. Extremely Lost.

Horrified? Maybe bcoz of the fact that uncertainty is looming near?

Procastinating. Ahhh tt's more like wat im doing rite now...refusing to read my text, wasting my time away blogging n msn-ing.

Disappointed. Wif some one tt i used to be so close wif. Almost like sisters and i tot i found my zhi ji...nah it turns out to be otherwise.

Angry??? not exactly. It's probably the outcome of fear.

Uselessness. Definitely. I wun deny the fact tt im someone with low self confidence. N one thing is im really EXTREMELY sick of being mi. Sometimes it's juz so horrifying to know tt im SOOOO average to the point tt im disgusted. Especially when everyone here r SOOO damn gd.

Sick. Yes. Sick of being mi...sick of my flaws...too sick to think of the fact tt i have a FULL life (juz as how TY put it) but i haf no idea wat to do wif it..it's so delicate that im fumbling ard wif it..n im doing things i hate andhaf no interest in. Shuckz.

PESSIMISTIC?? most of the time. I always feel lousy about myself. although i noe perfectly well tt confidence is not bestowed to mi by others, but mi myself. I need to feel gd abt myself.

Happy-go-lucky??? hey tt's wat i aimed to do when the sem 1st started..im swayed now...gg agst wat i initially started out. See? i nv preserve enuff...