it was supposed to be a simple affair..i mean i mean no other intentions but i dinno it has such implications to wat other pple might tink..seriously if it's so damn scandalous, i wun want to risk it anymore..sigh..even he felt so too...okie pple might be tinking im really innocent gal who's tinking of it in a v simple way....aaagghh...seriously, platonic friendship cant nv exist between opp sexes??? y??? y tink of it in such a complicated way?? at least i made it clear to him n i hope im not sending any wrong msgs...haha maybe i was alittle too "brave" ah...like wat he said..maybe...but im still tink it's perfectly fine to haf dinner n to get to noe someone better thru tt...okie i haf to admit my admiration for this person..his life experiences n everything....the stuff he had done r things tt i wunhaf nv done before...seriously i wun haf the courage to try drugs...lol...n i do want to treat him like a mentor..someone to look up to..someone to provide mi some advice when i nid later in my wking life...i really hop e im not appearing to be like a s*** or wat...n i sincerely hope im not sending any wrong msgs...i respect this person n i trust him..juz as simple as tt..n i tink he noes la...im no loosse woman k! im definitely gg to uphold my dignity..a woman's jing chi!!!

*scratching my irritable rashes....

but hey yest's dinner n drink were great...although he expressed his worries abt pple we noe seeing us tog..haha..but it was great to get to noe abt his life experiences...n im truly amazed wif the things he had tried out...anyone will be amazed la..he's a humorous guy...u wun be bored..but i tot he was bored wif mi though..lol..but apparently he was juz uncomfortable gg out wif a young gal like mi...anyway i shd be the one being more uncomfortable rite??? lol..anyway i was v much flattered when he said he found mi attractive...n the fact tt i nv had a bf amazed him..LOL!!! haha y not??? haven found the right person to share my life wif...anyway i was pretty glad tt he enjoyed my company...minusing the uncomfortableness..haha...i sincerely wish him well n tt we WILL remain in contact...