oh well...another sat..lolz...was feeling rather moody in the mid wk...was feeling so sick of wking man..but was alrite after a while...feeling quite thoughtful too...

km was telling mi abt her dreamz...to fly away n fulfill her wish....haha i admire tt...

but whenever pple asked mi of my dreamz....i haf absolutely no idea how to answer tt question...i haf nv seriouslt tot of wat im gg to pursue or wat i realli wan in life...i juz move along wif life when it cums..i make decisions when im stuck at the crossrds...i cry when i haf to...laugh when i feel happy...u can say im sum one who's more short-term oriented...i juz dun haf the urge to tink carefully abt wat i exactly want..

maybe i do haf sum ideas in mind abt wat i want to do but i dun exactly haf such strong conviction as km ..iwun say tt my family is the main constraint y i wun wan to venture out of my comfort zone...my parents r juz too over protective of mi....though im capable of looking after myself....haiz...pple will say im alreadi 20...i shd be able to do stuff i wan...maybei nid to find more motivation in life to allow mi to move on....pursue wat i realli realli wan...make my parents understand how i feel n wat i wan..

maybe im tryingtoo hard to please other pple n forsaking my own happines??