hmmm was on friendster a few days ago to check up on my dear friends and little dd i know that friendster has got this new function that allows u to chk on those people who's checking on ur profile! that's really scary! and the most disturbing thing was that i found out that he has been checking on my profile! maybe im just thinking too much but i can't help wondering why he's checking on me. and the stupidest thing of all was that i clicked ON his profile and now he will know I have been CHECKING ON HIM! arrgghhh this new additional feature maybe be useful to some extent but hey, it's just plain irritating and scary to know that others can check on each other! OMG..

anyway im right now rather disturbed by all these and my just-mended-broken-heart cracked slightly AGAIN! sigh..tell me again time heals everything..im so afraid to crush on someone again altho i suspect i'll in near future..i don't want to get rejected and hurt all over again!!!(altho i noe it'll definitely happened with 99% confidence level :P coz all my crushes, so far, are pple who are very different from who i am..sigh..) and the saddest thing to declare is that i nv got a chance to fall in love when i WAS still in school..now that im have more or less officially graudated, it's goodbye to the sweet romances..sigh...