One down. Two more papers to go. SCM was damn demoralising. although i have all along anticipated the horrendous level of difficulty...gosh..sometimes close-book exams are so much as easy and better. Anyway i have confirmed my long-time suspicion that i cant do calculations. Im reallY HOPELESS with numbers. A simple question that only requires mi to plug in formulae will somehow seem like an obstacle to me...i give up..sigh...praying now i wun get a B- for SCM. Prof Rick, Give me at least a B, PLEASE!!!!

and now i have gt the OE paper to worry..due on Sun and im only halfway thru and still amazingly, researching for info. Which also means mugging for svc ops can only start on Sun, another major worry. Typically all the papers im having this sem are all big headaches!!! when u jolly know ur 25% proj is almost gone, the only thing u can pray for is a miracle!!! all hopes now banked on svc op paper..hopefully i dun flumber again. BUT there's 2 calculative questions!!! AGAIN???

n of course the last paper of the sem would be the most highly anticipated paper of the sem as well. THAI 2. 100% all in thai scripts. and u have to construct 10 sentences, fill in 10 blanks (with no helping words hor!), do a comprehension AND WRITE AN ESSAY!!!! ALL IN THAI SCRIPT and IN 2 HRS!!! now im wondering whether i have sufficient time to finish deciphering all the scripts! something im really ver bad in....

sigh...this almost rounds up my entire 1st sem of my 3rd year...started the sem with much hope of getting a CAP higher that a 3.8 or maybe 4.0 :P and now all the hopes flushed down the drain n the least im hoping is to maintain my CAP n hopefully no more C+ this sem..terribly afraid of C+ after that IA trauma.. n definitely no more finance module or any mod tt requires mi to calculate!!!