somehow i lost my mugging spirit..haha all i can tink of now is play..who to ask to go out...wat we can do..and the fact tt i dun feel like gg back too early...student life is not as forward-looking as it used to be for mi..i kinda feel the strain when it comes to the financial aspect..like not having enough to spend...n the fact tt i find myself spurging but i dun see myself buying stiff for myself...where did all tt money go??? I NEED A PART TIME JOB!!!

tt probably explains why im looking forward to wking life..graduating soon..and probably i have alr missed out alot of things in school..like the fact tt im CCA-less..nv in any committee...nv tt enthu or rigorous in school..the fact tt im juz a normal slacker in school..haha..juz go school for lessons n projs and get out...i nv felt the sense of belonging to the bizad committee..let alone the NUS family...and it's too late to tink abt all this while im gg to grad in less than 2 sems' time...i'll definitely miss the freedom and luxury of having all the time in the world as a student..and the minimal stress im facing now as compared to the amt i'll kena when wking...n all the frenz tt i get to see in school...sigh...it's so depressing to think abt graduation and the fact tt i know most of my frenz r gg to do well after graduation but not for me....but im looking forward to the day when im gain my full financial and social independence!!!! CHEERS!!!