extremely frustrated with myself. maybe bcoz im upset that Chevron decided not to hire me for the part time position. Maybe im juz plain irritated with myself for being such a loser when it comes to interviews and stuff. Dun ask me why im so quiet. It's juz so innately in built in me that i cant shrug it off so easily like snapping fingers. And dun ask me why im so unadventurous. It's like asking me why do i have 2 eyes, a nose, a mouth and a pair of ears.

Interviewers dun like quiet, soft-spoken and not-so-confident pple i realized. But am i supposed to be blamed for that? or it's just my fault that im not outstanding enough?