this darn blog's driving mi nuts...the picture cant load and it takes yrs for mi to publish postings...worst of all, the chinese characters cant even be read! err....alrite....
read jy's posting...i haf no idea why jy's feeling so depressed these days...she's a great person..a great frend...n i haf always admire her for her own philosophy....she's gt this nv-say-die character in her..but yet she's feeling like a failure...nothing much's accomplished and so on...but wat abt pple like mi???? guess im even more worse off compared to her....to tink of it, i haf NOTHING to be proud of..absolutely NOTHING!
im haf always appeared to be an introvert...all my life..the past 20 yrs...a quite-natured girl wifout a temper to speak of.... im always there at a corner, silently watching the world....tt's when i was much younger than this...everybody knew mi as this shy timid girl...
nothing has changed much over the yrs..except tt i ae grown to be more passionate abt life...but still, not passionate enuff to change the steorotype image pple haf of mi...fine i resigned to fate...it's impossible to start speaking up like a chatter box of anything to change it...everything's stuffed deep in my heart...although there r times im bursting to yell and scream...at least wif frenz, im haf become more opened up....but im still more of this no-nonsense gal some pple have deemed mi to be...
there's nothing in my life tt i have been exceptionally proud of...i was nv the athletic type of gals in school...nv those sunshine gals who played actively in sports....nor was i those musically-inclined types....(up till now, the only musical instrument i can play decently is prob the recorder...sad to say)...n im deifintely not those of leadership material, participating actively in student coucil stuff..(in fact, 9 out of 10 of those in student coucil r in my list of Most Hated Pple in School).....whoa....so im basically a librarian for the entire of my secondary school life (the slackest CCA ever....n the only CCA where u get to sit under the air-con n bitch all day long while u shelve one or two bks occasionally...)..haiz....wat achievements r there worth mentioning????
so u can c im a total flop in life....neither a really academically outstanding student in school or a student who's terrific in CCAs....aagghhh.....not to even mention abt my physical appearance....SUPER DUPER ORDINARY....ha! at least not hideous-looking, im glad....but den again..my hopelessly natural curls do get my confidence level really low most of the times....alrite at least im thkful i haf a nose which looks like one (even though the numerous blackheads tt i had been trying hard to get rid of, do piss mi off wheneva i look into the mirror)..a mouth that resembles a mouth...ha....okok maybe i can say the proudest feature i haf is prob my eyes..but again, not big enuff to send electric shocks across..heh...)....er....tt's about all i can say....
hmmm i have been saying this so many times...I WANNA CHANGE MY LIFE!!! but it's all talk no action!!! so ashamed of myself! i do often ponder abt this when i laid in bed sumtimes....n more frequently when i stare at myself in the mirror....nothing's accomplished..i know i hf to do sumthing...more than bitching abt it on my blog....wahhh once a procrastinator, always a procrastinator....the sad fact abt mi.....dun despair pple....if u happen to be like mi or in an even worse situation....we juz happen to be v v ordinary pple who have to be here in this world to allow extraordinary pple ou there to look exceptionally glorified wif their outstanding achievements!!!
but.................there's not to encourage furthur procrastinatations...coz we still haf to do sth abt it to change for the better tml!!!
CHEERS FOR ALL ORDINARY FOLKS!!!
read jy's posting...i haf no idea why jy's feeling so depressed these days...she's a great person..a great frend...n i haf always admire her for her own philosophy....she's gt this nv-say-die character in her..but yet she's feeling like a failure...nothing much's accomplished and so on...but wat abt pple like mi???? guess im even more worse off compared to her....to tink of it, i haf NOTHING to be proud of..absolutely NOTHING!
im haf always appeared to be an introvert...all my life..the past 20 yrs...a quite-natured girl wifout a temper to speak of.... im always there at a corner, silently watching the world....tt's when i was much younger than this...everybody knew mi as this shy timid girl...
nothing has changed much over the yrs..except tt i ae grown to be more passionate abt life...but still, not passionate enuff to change the steorotype image pple haf of mi...fine i resigned to fate...it's impossible to start speaking up like a chatter box of anything to change it...everything's stuffed deep in my heart...although there r times im bursting to yell and scream...at least wif frenz, im haf become more opened up....but im still more of this no-nonsense gal some pple have deemed mi to be...
there's nothing in my life tt i have been exceptionally proud of...i was nv the athletic type of gals in school...nv those sunshine gals who played actively in sports....nor was i those musically-inclined types....(up till now, the only musical instrument i can play decently is prob the recorder...sad to say)...n im deifintely not those of leadership material, participating actively in student coucil stuff..(in fact, 9 out of 10 of those in student coucil r in my list of Most Hated Pple in School).....whoa....so im basically a librarian for the entire of my secondary school life (the slackest CCA ever....n the only CCA where u get to sit under the air-con n bitch all day long while u shelve one or two bks occasionally...)..haiz....wat achievements r there worth mentioning????
so u can c im a total flop in life....neither a really academically outstanding student in school or a student who's terrific in CCAs....aagghhh.....not to even mention abt my physical appearance....SUPER DUPER ORDINARY....ha! at least not hideous-looking, im glad....but den again..my hopelessly natural curls do get my confidence level really low most of the times....alrite at least im thkful i haf a nose which looks like one (even though the numerous blackheads tt i had been trying hard to get rid of, do piss mi off wheneva i look into the mirror)..a mouth that resembles a mouth...ha....okok maybe i can say the proudest feature i haf is prob my eyes..but again, not big enuff to send electric shocks across..heh...)....er....tt's about all i can say....
hmmm i have been saying this so many times...I WANNA CHANGE MY LIFE!!! but it's all talk no action!!! so ashamed of myself! i do often ponder abt this when i laid in bed sumtimes....n more frequently when i stare at myself in the mirror....nothing's accomplished..i know i hf to do sumthing...more than bitching abt it on my blog....wahhh once a procrastinator, always a procrastinator....the sad fact abt mi.....dun despair pple....if u happen to be like mi or in an even worse situation....we juz happen to be v v ordinary pple who have to be here in this world to allow extraordinary pple ou there to look exceptionally glorified wif their outstanding achievements!!!
but.................there's not to encourage furthur procrastinatations...coz we still haf to do sth abt it to change for the better tml!!!
CHEERS FOR ALL ORDINARY FOLKS!!!
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