hmm rejected db's offer..haiz...was so stressed out by him n jy on mon nite...they were so persistent tt i felt bad rejecting them...but nevertheless i decided that i'll juz wait till 10 jun ba...haiz...not tt i dunno how to take gd care of myself but i feel bad la...cant realli afford it financially n i dun want to feel indebted towards another person...dun like the feeling of owing sumone a favour..i rather other pple feel indebted towards mi..lol...

anyway i hope db doesn't get upset abt mi rejecting his offer...i dun mean it..wahhh...hopefully he dun get offended..or i'll feel guilty man...wahh...