hoho....it's juz another day...went to mit ky n ad at orchard to try our luck at Borders....haiz...quite used to rejection these days so was not exactly when we were told that they onli nid perm staff....haiz...n the rest of the day juz went by...met YJ n Ting aft their movie....

suddenly had this feeling that the gap between mi n YJ is growing bigger...cant realli relate to her tt well anymore....but i muz admit she's getting prettier and she sure es how to doll herself up...she looks gd n nice...
but i juz cant agree wif her perspective of things these days...izzit pathetic if u tink tt to able to shop at those expensive boutiques is one of ur greatest dreams?Life's more than shopping...n im beginning to feel that shopping is not my cup of tea....i dun realli care whether i can shop all day or wateva...the feeling of being able to buy wateva u want is great but the aftermath of shopping is rather horrendous...tt empty, sinking feeling is horrible...shopping is a ly morphine...numbs the empty and lost feeling for a temporary period of time...but once the drug dies off, reality sinks in...muahahaha....tt's my perception of shopping..keke...

well....the conversation i had wif WL n XH intrigued mi to tink deeper in life...i muz agree im lost too...dunno wat's happening to y life...besides wallowing in self-pity, i dun seem to be doing anything constructive...im always toking abt how im gg to make a diff to my life, but it seems tt im not achieving anything much up till now...except for the declaration (acc to jy n yq.....muahaha)..haha...nvm i'll continue to strive to make myself a better person...